I just watched a movie called Thumbsucker. The movie basically said we are all scared and no matter what form of soothing any of us use, we are all trying to alliviate that fear and the reality is that we are all ok.
I don't know. I feel all goofy now. I have creepy crawlies under my skin and i could explode like a firecracker.
I feel like I should be doing something with myself like jumping out of airplanes or volunteering in a leper colony. Instead, I plod through my ordinary life with nothing extraordinary going on, just annoying knats of everyday mundane bullshit buzzing around my head.
Nothing I do really matters, it's just all boring.
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You are close to my age - a little younger. I have a friend who thinks this feeling is common for those who are getting older. It would have been nice to have made more of a contribution during my lifetime, but maybe there is more to come. We can only hope, right?
Gawilli: I never thought of this feeling as age related, but that makes sense. Usually I do think there will be more, but sometimes I'm so bored with myself.
That's why I ride roller coasters!
Dabich: Oh, no, not roller coasters. I don't want to throw up; D
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