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Sunday, September 17, 2006

Vision

I do not have a clear vision of where I am going or what I want. Obviously, my weight gives me benefits that I am as yet not willing to give up.

I continue to walk, doing an additional ten minutes more each day than last month.

I have not gained any weight back since the end of July, but neither have I lost any more.

I feel on the verge of big changes and I am scared to move forward. So, as I usually do when afraid of something, I will just bulldoze my way through.

A quote I heard today from a televangilist named Michael Murddock, "You have no right to anything you have not pursued."

2 comments:

Jenn said...

The plateaus are the hardest, I know...it used to annoy the heck out of me...you ever think that we're a kinda sorta impatient generation?

Nessa said...

Jenn: Yes, nothing is ever soon enough. I am resigned to using September to regroup and practice patience. Is September over yet?